Entry Point, 2012
acrylic on birch, 40x40in
If you are miserable, nothing else will help—learn trust. If you don’t feel any meaning in life and you feel meaninglessness, nothing will help—learn trust.
Trust gives meaning because trust makes you capable of allowing the Whole to descend upon you.
Life knows how to keep itself interesting. It knows just how to challenge my mind set. It knows I have control. Tonight I’m in love again, with something so sweet. Realizing my potential has created so much happiness and stress all at once. Today’s phone conversation with momma made me float straight up. I can still see the smiles below me. Sometime soon I’ll be freer than I am now. The tense feelings will dissipate and my smile will come more naturally again. There is a slight weight hovering over me. I am sad. I am everything.